A visit

26/6/09

I decided to visit my grandma in the afternoon.
She is sick. Took my umbrella, I walked to her house which is not far from mine. My Joon aunt taking care of her. She was sitting on the floor of her room. I walked to her and said "po". Yes, as my mum said, she's thin. So sad to see her like this, I tried to control my feeling, not to cry in front of her. I feel so sorry to her. She's so sick, I can't help her.

The first thing that "Po" asked me was have u taken ur lunch. I said: Yes. What did u eat? I answered banana. She said: Full meh. I said: OK. "Po" told me don't eat so few, become thinner lor. I was so sad to hear that, she's so thin now. "Po" asked me a lot on my studies. Ask me where to study and give me some advice. My mum did tell her about my studies so "po" talked about that.

Joon aunt brought her a bowl of chinese medicine. "Po' have to drink it. It's v bitter cos "Po" showed the expression on her face. I hope the medicine worked on her. God bless her.

Then, "Po" have to practice 国林功 guided by Joon. "Po" told me: now have to learn walking like 3 yr old kid. I knew it's hard to her since she's so weak. "Po" just learned yesterday. Hope this help to her. I sat by the side watching "Po" doing. It took around 1 hour. Didn't rest. She is not allowed to talk while practicing. Joon gave command. I saw "Po" showing 2 fingers to Joon. Joon nodded and Joon thought "Po" trying to say 10min to go for the 1st round. I watched every step "Po" taking. So small, so weak, so slow. It's so sad to see this.

After 10mins, 2nd round. I saw "Po" sometimes not so stable, Joon at the side helping her.
As soon as this finished. "Po" started talking. The 1st things "Po" said to Joon was: why dont give me rest a while? I showed you 2 fingers meaning give me 10 min rest.You are taking my life, I'm so tired. Joon said: I thought 10 min left for the 1st round. Why don't tell me you want to rest? "Po" said: You said can't talk while practicing. We all laughed. My "Po" is so funny. "Po" then kept talk about this. Joon said: enough la. It's not allowed to talk after practice also. Have to keep quiet for 15min. "Po" said: why don't tell me earlier? "Po" have been talking non stop since she finished the practice.

I found a book on the table and read. I found this phrase quite meaningful. 爱，是加法，乘法，是一种出路。恨，是减法，除法，是一种绝路。The stories in the book are quite meaningful. Love people around esp parents, no hatred. For couple, don't argue on the slightest matter, no hatred. To certain extent, it's difficult though.

Before I back to home, Joon fetch me to buy things nearby. She then fetch me back. "Po",you must be strong. You can finally defeat the sickness. May God bless you.